“Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. But because of the Pharisees, they would not openly acknowledge their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; for they loved human praise more than praise from God.” – John 12: 42-43
I understand this and struggle with it myself. I believe in a higher power. I struggle with what I don’t understand though and I let others’ opinions influence my thoughts or actions.
Think to yourself, whose opinions really count? Don’t act in accordance of seeking out praise from others around you. Even if you don’t believe in God, you know deep down what is right and what is wrong. Do what you know in your heart to be right. It may not make you the most popular person, but life is more than a popularity contest.